Friday, September 14, 2012

I was going to be a daddy

Today was the wifey's 10 week ob appointment. It was supposed to be routine just to get all of the paperwork sorted out.

Oh, by the way we were pregnant with twins.

When we got to the doctor's office this morning they could find a heartbeat for either of the twins. Oh yeah, they were identical. When they sent us to the hospital to get a second ultrasound there was still no heartbeat that could be found and the measurements the tech took showed the twins to be only nine weeks, not ten.

So, now we're sitting at the hospital again waiting to go back for her to have a D&C. I don't know how to spell it but you can google it if you've never heard the term.

I'm very upset. I feel really bad for my wife. We've been trying for so long to have babies and we had two, but now they're gone.

At this point, I need to know where to go from here. Sometimes God's plan is completely different from what we think it's going to be and that's ok. It's just really hard to change gears when you get to cruising.

I know God has the answers, I just have to wait on Him to let me in on them.